Thursday, 8 November, 2007
Big, black horse
Small, scared me
Stand on the steps
Nearly gave up
Saw it in my sight
Something small stepped in
Majic, clear and light
Lean in to mount
Cry baby, cry, can’t
Sweating, in a tizzy
Emabarrased, cringe and shy
The clock ticking by
Leg cocked out
Stuck in the mind
Time stops for a moment – over we go
On ….. a horse!
But today just me
Mounted – achieved
Beast between my legs
hands on my saddle gripped
stiff, excited uneasy – Rejoice!
Stop!!!! Stop …. relax
Controlled but loose
Enjoying the body’s movement
Woman and Beast
Wednesday, 7 November, 2007
I did it. I got on a horse, rode it and enjoyed it. Thank you to the children for my voucher! This is a HUGE achievement for me and I am so proud of myself for doing it (I nearly went home).
Saturday, 3 November, 2007
A perfect weekend of fun, learning and attunement. If you want to learn from the best visit Sharon Carrington at Solent Reiki. She is arranging a Spiritual trip to Nepal next year (17th – 30th November). One of the many things Sharon taught us was Psychic Healing which reminds me of a combination of Clean Language, NLP and Reiki all rolled into one – it’s incredibly effective for clearing blocks – but not for the feint hearted! Thank you Sharon!
Thursday, 18 October, 2007
I’ve recently been given a wonderful trampette and here is Heather having a go on it. This morning I’ve been bouncing to Operation Blade by Public Domain and it reminded me how much I miss dancing so I had a look at all my CD’s and found my Disco Dancing Hits Album – yeah! I find it so easy to exercise to ‘body’ music that I love so this should keep me going. I’m increasing the number of minutes I jump by one a day – good for the heart, body and soul!
Saturday, 13 October, 2007
I was huffing and puffing today because i didn’t really want to do the garden but it was too wild to ignore any more. When I began looking at the beautiful details I began to relax and enjoy. If you look at the rose you can even see that the dew is still on the petals.
It’s amazing how much we miss when we are only looking at the bigger picture. Also I found it interesting to observe again that even nature is not perfect – beautiful but not perfect!
Thursday, 27 September, 2007
Thanks so much to Mat and Dave for fixing my fence. It took much longer than anticipated. They did a great job and really made me laugh as well.
It’s really nice to know that I don’t always have to do everything myself and that it’s important to allow people to help me!
Very, very grateful and highly amused that we have had a fence panel shortage in this country for months now. A reminder of how much we take for granted – and how much we just shouldn’t do that!
Tuesday, 25 September, 2007
I successfully used a drill today!!! I put up Maria’s blind after 1 whole year of procrastination. What an achievement for me – it sounds ridiculous but this is a task I found very daunting particularly as i hate using the drill. But I’ve done it now and what a relief it is – to both of us.
I his book Do it Now: How to Stop Procrastinating,William Knaus talks about two reasons for procrastination:
1) Self Doubters (often perfectionists)
2) Discomfort Dodgers (this was me on this occassion)
It’s good for me to stay in touch with my procrastination so that I can better help my clients.
What’s next on my list of energy sappers? My bedroom ceiling needs painting and oh, that old cookie – THE GARDEN!!!!